TIME TO THINK

After having spent weeks full of work and short free time, now I have realized I missed a vital thing in my existence: to reflect. Every time I have fewer moments in which I can stop in front of a white sheet to let my mind fly, to leave fingers type in my computer sending my inner feelings. Perhaps it is because every time it is more difficult to find the exact word that defines what I really feel… I do not know. But I must always have time to reflect. I must find time to throw words that all of you, my dear friends, read. Since, if our thoughts are cleared out, what do we became in? If we are not able to analyze the reality existing around us, what will we be? We will become in robots who walk in life letting fine leaf of time consumes us. We are human beings without a way to be crossed, but taking steps incessantly; without a place to be reached, but advancing. Why do we run if the goal does not exist? Why do we fight if we have no enemy? Why do we love if nobody answers our love?
Often I have been in a corridor, walking and having wanted to stop and I have not been able to. And thinking that I am not the only one who is moving, but it is the corridor which advances towards me. To feel the well-greased machinery called “destiny” has begun to walk and nobody can stop it. I am condemned to continue rolling like little stones that the river drags inexorably towards the sea. But, in all this pessimism and disappointment, there is even a light that comes with me in the way and that will never leave me: my reflections and inner thoughts.
To my thoughts: never leave me. Since, in this forced direction, you are the unique thing that I have.